Wedding day it is! It all feels so surreal, like this is all for someone else and not me that all this change is happening to.
The moving and leaving everyone behind is what has hit me more, and it makes me sad. Stressing over all that and feeling like so much to do but can’t seem to process it all at once.
Sleep seems to escape me this week. Running all day long, not eating much has me weak and feeling so out of sorts.
I was going through some stuff and thinking how sentimental I really am. Yet in a strange way I also am not, I like to throw things out, trying to keep it as simple as possible. For example this sounds odd, but I left most of my cd collection in Guam, which really bothers me. Sometimes I will hear a song on the radio and it will remind me- “Oh man! I have that cd, but not here.” It is all so sad and frustrating, and frankly pathetic.
So here is a list of all the things that I will miss when I leave:
· My cat Lola. I have become very close to her, understanding her leave me alone demeanor and rather liking it
· My parents always insisting on kissing me goodnight. Despite always fighting it as I got older, it is one of those things that becomes part of routine that you cant live without
· My dad always waiting up for me-worrying about my safety, even though I lived on other side of globe alone
· Target stores – they have the best clearance for those of us who like quality, style and won’t pay more than $5 for a shirt
· Running errands for my mom (I never thought I would ever say that).which at this point they have helped me to keep my sanity since not owning a car.
· Road trips. Living on an island that is only 30 miles long and 6 miles wide doesn’t exactly leave you will much time to drag out a road trip into. It takes about 2 hours max to go around the island –and that’s if you’re driving slow
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